Mulligans

I'm back. Once again to roam among the living. Once again to eviscerate my grievances upon your unsuspecting minds.

It's saddening really how I only return to this blog to share my troubles. Over the past week I had "Spring Break". Albeit, I didn't go to fucking Cancun and get laid or whatever college kids do on MTV, I did manage to spend time with people I love and admire. I spent time with people I see everyday, people I rarely see but still keep a close bond with, I even managed to see someone I hadn't seen in years. The entire course of the week was amazing really. Then everything seemed to just come crashing down.

Today, Sunday, was a fairly good day spent with my family. We had a Carne Asada. Those are always fun. Though I knew everythign was going too well. With a combination of being lied to, completely ignoring something I needed to tend to, my being ill-prepared for school, being ripped off by AT & T, not being able to say a proper goodbye to a friend, and realizing all of your efforts from a few months ago to fix something may be all for naught...I'd say I'm back to a rocky start.

So I'm Mulligans now...starting over. I'm back to square one with everyone. I'm just hoping that I can do everything again.

Have you ever been writing an essay and not save only to have it all erased when the system crashes? Then you're forced to rewrite everything and in the end, not only have you saved over and over again to make sure it doesn't happen again, you end up liking the results of the new better than the old.

Here's to hoping that's the outcome I end up with. Until then, here I am, having to redo every little repair all over again...hoping that I'll like the new results better.

Right now all I have is hope...and knowing me, I won't be able to hang onto it for long.