Reader Discretion Advised

Two things...

1)My internet hasn't been working as well as it should be working as of late. I have been randomly cut off in conversation during my many sessions in Yahoo messenger. I can't talk to anyone anymore because I will randomly be cut off and the other person will think I ditched them. Granted, I only talk to about 7 or 8 people, but they're still friends damn it. Especially the one who i've managed to keep in contact with EVERYDAY despite me being here and her being in Irvine...she keeps me sane. I can't use AIM, I can't log into my college's website, I have a whole five muntes to type these blogs up. Though I've managed a new and much more useful and efficient way of typing these involving Mac office, it's still annoying.
So i've decided to shorten the lenths of the blogs and get straight to the point. It is when my internet is working PERFECTLY once again when I will increase the size to normal again.

2) I have a few "poems" written up that I will start posting over the next few days. I'd like to remind as well as tell for the first time that my "poems" are completely open to interpretation. Sure, I wrote them with a meaning and direct purpose behind the words, but I wrote them in a manner that is so convoluted and confusing to even decipher that reading it will often confuse and turn away anyway. I wrote them in that manner on purpose. I don't like confining a single meaning into one set of words. I have my interpretations and you'll have yours. I'm warning you that a lot of it will disgust you, worry for my mental health, and probably completely scare away if deciphered in a certain manner. But I promise you, NONE of the poems I ever write are meant to be taken literally. They are very dark in nature (as you most likely have already seen in the previous three) and often confused with suicide notes.
They aren't.
Now normally I'll end a blog with a final line of significance that sums up the deeper meaning of the blog that was just written. Unfortunately, there really is no lesson to this blog. So I'll end it in a non-nonsensical set of random words and text-language:

Jub jub =}