First, you have to know how much is TOO much. What was pleasurable back in the days when you first ran across your dealer and injected you with your first fix may now seem like decade long pilgrimage for peace as the pain increasingly takes over the pleasure.
You loved that needle. For a long time it was your only friend.
But now it's time to let it go. I mean, it's not fun anymore is it? The withdrawals are coming at you ten fold. You've lost all of your friends. Your family hates you, and not just the "get your life together and maybe we'll love you again" hate. They don't want anything to do with you any longer. Your time to make amends is over.
So why keep going? I don't know.
Do you even remember how good it felt to get a fix?
I didn't think so.
I know it's hard to quit. I know you'll use that as an excuse not to. But you have to think about all of the benefits. A better, healthier existence. A chance to start over and become somebody rather than waste away in a basement attached to the house you were evicted form last week because you blew all of your cash on smack.
A second chance is what you'll get. Don't you want that? Even a little bit?
No?
Fine.
Then go ahead and take one more plunge and hope that you put just a little too much in there...lord knows you'll be doing everyone a good service.
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