Circles

Do you ever feel as though you've been walking around in circles?
That no matter what you do, or how hard you try to accomplish something, nothing ever seems to happen.
Nothing ever changes.
Everything just tends to repeat itself with absolutely no signs of change. Everything just tends to repeat itself with absolutely no signs of change. You try to make things better, but you end up continuing on in that same rut, only at a slightly faster pace. Sooner or later it's a few years later and you realize that nothing is ever going to change. Sooner or later you just stop walking around in that circle and you'll just say "fuck it". You walk away from your circle, but not your problems. You're just walking away from the solutions that the circle entails. You don't realize that you are getting there....just very slowly. Even then, you only walk that circle because you're expecting whatever it is to come to you. Sometimes life isn't about preparing yourself for something you may one day want. And sometimes it's not even about finding any means necessary to escape. It's just about finding your way out form the edges and into the center of the circle where everything you've been striving for awaits. You really have nothing to fear or be resentful for...all you need to do is take a chance and reach the center and not be so impatient as to walk away from the circle. All you need to do is force yourself into the center and hope for the best. We can only be happy inside the circle.

As for me...I still need more time going around...but I know I'll never walk away.